LeQuakiE
@kiE ... @ Si Chuan RehabilitatioN
原來，我是不可以活在沒有咖啡廳文化的地方。幸好，什邡原來擁有一個咖啡館群，價格完全達到香港水平。
最近對這裡的價格多了一點點的了解，最讓我驚訝的是隨便走進的一個店子也可以在賣300RMB的衣服。有些想銅鑼灣小鋪，把低價貨高價賣。humm
另外一種很有趣的東西是： 冒牌貨。GUCCI LV etcetc。其實我只想要一個普通的袋子 ＝。＝ 卻一個都沒有
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最後還是打算自己用長一點的時間去西藏
sept？oct？誰有意參加？想自由一點。
China air is a problem, its suffocating to have dust filling every gap btw the air particles, its a difficult decision to breath in or not.
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a quiet rainy evening here, finally have a break to sit round the balcony and see the drips hanging onto the the thin rusted iron strip
good to have some clear sweeps of cool damp breezes, but some pureness being brought about. . .
LisaOno backgrounded with the rain’s song. . .
remind me of those Edinburgh concertos. . . its surprisingly comparable
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Gotta start working soon i guess . . .
all the girls in the room were gone. . .
so i had the room to myself for a day
yea a day, sitting with music on bed, looking up stuff, writing a bit too. . .
long lost heaing,
no hea = no direction . . . at least for me . . .
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just realise, music in the air is so different to that music to the earphone . . .
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”Perfect is as simple as making no mistake . . . ”
said someone
the thing i never learn
Yea, been complained being too lazy bloggin lately, since the earthquake, theres not much here, weather could be more than just cool after rain – approaching Chilli haha, not that bad. . .
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Skiving work for almost a week now, hardcore focusing on AFH project – a Low Secure Rehab one, hvnt got much time so researches and thoughts hvn’t been quite worked out
>>> sooo a very insufficient and poor scheme i’d say
quite amazed at what i’ve worked out by looking at the panel, all in 5 days though !!
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Special thansk to ChiWai’s Rendering, Wing’s PAYPAL ( wat a stupid system of AFH !!! ), and LingLing’s PDFing . . .
cant believe i’ve bothered so many ppl for just one project !!!
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but am quite glad spending these time to think again abt how the whole building works.
something good learnt is that to hold on to an idea (well changing at points) and to really think about the actual spatial experience, which does not quite exist in this porject of mine >>>
well, i’m still believing, but starta realise its not every place that I would be able to dwell happily in !!
ShiFang is a Town, which I scare most to spend a long time in, its not like a village, where you are close to nature. Its not like in the City, where u’ve got every temptation on earth. A town with some temptation, but does not wish to satisfy the desire evoked haha , quite harsh !! hehe **
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pS : ShiFang is not a bad place
Apparently i’ve just experienced the longest Quake since 512 08′.
30km away in Mianzhu was the centre of the 5.6 Earthquake , round 2 am. . .
was waken by roommate’s speaking, thought she was having a sleep talk, but eventually felt a strange shake of the bed, it was heavy and surreal, for one moment, I thought it was a ghost wakakkakaka !
but not long after I heard my roommate stating that it was a quake !
was pretty strong i thought, stronger than what I’d expect for a normal quake. . .
Been to the Centre of this quake when I first came, I’m still thinking if my parents should go and visit that village, but somehow, this was sooo close. (to me)
My roommate was one of the survivors of the 512, and I guess theres loads of nightmare behind the year for her. Eversince 512, she’s been sensitive towards any shaking feeling I guess, could felt that she was long awake last nite !!! poor her, how sunny is she everyday, I wonder how she coped with all the memories she had !
A second thought of being freaked out if not dead if the centre is 30 km shifted and locates right here . . .
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Glad that apparently just one was injured . . .
送給對你好的人最大的安慰
送給敵人最誠意的報復 （& Inspiration)
送給世界開心的始源
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都是 生活的好好的 開開心心的
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Not sure why this suddenly came to mind . . .
So Far back in here , its been loads of changes on work requirements.
Afterall, I start to feel like there is no certain format, but the best we could do before the guys leave,
and the rest will be finished by . . . apparently just me, possibly another partner if they decide to hire one.
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For a long long time I’ve been more than uncertain if I’m achieving what does good to the people here,
Not sure I’m doing something I should do in Placement year,
Not sure if there is this need that I do all this here in CN.
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Couldnt stop refreshing my mind, why and for what I’m here , quiting loads of chances,
quiting a fab world over Edinburgh and be here,
Guess thats the only way to keep myself on track, doing what I should be doing,
and Keep myself working on what I am working on.
Perhaps i’ve often spent too much thoughts on CRAPS particularly, and get myself totally lost,
Should really learn to concentrate on my target and finish tasks at the best moment !!!
Unorganised thoughts above . . . Sorrizz ( Edit Later )
Waow …. i cant even remember the last time I went to see the doctor, and Y does it has to be CHINA that i get ill !!!!
totally pissed by the word ” hospital ” in CN !
It was a mixture of Cold/flu and Gastroenteritis that caught me >< went through a restless night of Headache and constant vomiting and finally supreme dizziness . . . so, without a choice really, ended up in the hospital and enjoyed the drip for the whole day . . .
my head was spinning far too heavily that I bearly could resist anything external, including second hand smoke inside the hospital, the dirts and germs on the thermometer used, the diagnosis by the flipflog ”goldfish” mid-age man who called himself a doctor, the needle was the worst worrying, but, i was like a little white mouse lying on the disgusting bed linen being experimented . . .
it was some 4 or 5 packages of liquid with random substances i had in me . . . thanks much for my teammate for staying boringly in the hospital with me !!
went away with a bloody hand since the nurse didnt even bothered giving me a proper press after removing the needle. . .
i’m sure i’ve left a line of blood on that floor of the mass dripping room! Was overwhelmed to leave with an ability to walk a maximum of 25 steps in a row. . . ( possibly the starving as well )
I’m glad that i’m still alive after the hospital trip though. . .
starting to enjoy the pills today, in a paper bag ( dust filled, unlike those japanese ones ). It was quite an amusement to find out that the pill actually having its colour worn off on the paper bag . . . =.=”’ erm . . .
Oh well, getting slightly better today (provided I dont stand for more than 3 minutes ) . . .
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… Edit Later
Ever since leaving Edinburgh, everything has been ”GROUPLY”
There’s alwayz someone around, working, travelling, eating, strolling, sleeping, breathing, everything !
Not that is not a good thing, just that people always need certain level of privacy, well hours that you could perhaps quiet down and to be totally free, without annoyance and, be yourself.
People like me, with a certain level of ”introvert” tendency, as described over the past few years, do need breaks from people, think its driving me crazy already, FINALLY, there’s a chance of relative silence, yet it wasn’t quite there, and I’m feeling i’m loosing balance here, so, perhaps I should do a bit of a break to recharge !! . . . a thought that excites me !!
Not that its tired of being fake in front of people, its just that speaking to be is an effort in someway.
Please don’t get me wrong, I’m enjoying my days!!!
To enjoy a breathe of self isolation is good for reflection…
so I should do some now !!
more on Chengdu later. . .
